She was always told she was too much..
Too much personality.
Too much opinion.
Too much emotion.
The thing was, she didn’t care about their judgement of who she was.
She was only too much because they couldn’t handle her and they would rather try to tame her than appreciate her.
She had no time or patience for weak people.
She didn’t believe in doing anything halfway and she wasn’t going to change that to please people that didn’t matter.
Her circle of friends appreciated that fierce mindset she had, because they knew that she was passionate about pouring all of herself into anything she did..
It was just part of her strong personality.
Sure, loving too hard had led to more than her fair share of broken hearts, but that’s just who she was.
She believed in love and just because some things didn’t work out the way she wanted didn’t mean she would change how she felt about love..
The world tried to tell her that she should be more careful and cautious..
And she’d just smile and nod her head.
They didn’t know where she’d been, the battles she had fought or the times she’d risen from the ashes of rock bottom.
They didn’t get to tell her how to think, feel and love.
It was her life and her choices- fitting in wasn’t part of her plan.
She would lay in bed at night, mind racing with countless thoughts... she couldn’t stop thinking sometimes- and there were many a night that sleep was fleeting.
She wasn’t perfect nor was she trying to be flawless, because she preferred to be real, genuine and authentic..
And that’s exactly what she expected from anyone who wanted to be part of her life.
She loved the things in life that fueled her passions and she chased the adventures that filled her soul.
Maybe she was a dreamer, maybe she did everything a little too much..
But that’s what made her happy.
Keeping her face to the sunlight and always reaching for the stars, she was one of a kind.
She would always find her way..
In her time with her own style.
She’d come too far and risen above the struggle with too much determination to live any other way.
In a world full of naysayers, she would always be too much..
Of a dreamer, believer, fighter and lover,
And she had absolutely no plans to ever change.
|ravenwolf
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