I’ve been ignoring what my heart has been whispering for too long..
Telling me to stop standing still.
I’m not content any more to stay in one place, not moving forward and not growing.
I’ve let the struggles of life tear me down so far that I didn’t even know if I could get back up..
But I’m better than that, stronger than I once thought.
I’ve been down before and always managed to find my way, I just forgot how to pick myself up for a bit.
I’m done accepting my life to be stuck at rock bottom anymore.
Those people that hurt me and let me down don’t control my path, I do.
Instead of looking back and wondering why they did what they did, I’m moving on and moving up.
Truth is, I’ll never know why people that say they love you hurt you and leave, but sometimes, you have to be okay with that..
And I’m learning that, day by day.
They chose their future by not including me and now, I’m through standing still holding on to heartache and heartbreak.
Those misfortunes don’t define me and I’m not letting someone who’s gone keep hurting me.
I can learn the lesson without harboring the pain..and that’s exactly what I’m going to do.
I’m pulling myself up out of rock bottom and I’m clawing and fighting my way back to where I should have been all along.
No more wallowing, playing the victim or being content with people walking all over me.
I’m finding my voice, raising my fist and telling the world I’m taking back my life.
I’m done trying to convince people to love me or chasing partners that don’t really want to love anyone but themselves.
It’s time for me to rediscover my magic and fall back in love with myself.
That’s what matters most of all.
Embracing my flaws, owning my choices and confronting my fears.
Stepping out and stepping up is a hard and scary thing to do, especially when you don’t know where you’re going...
But I’m done being afraid of the future and the possibilities- I’m capable of so much more than I’ve let myself become.
That ends now.
I’m turning the page and starting fresh.. the past has nothing new to say, so I’m focused on what’s ahead of me.
My life, my future and love for myself.
Anyone who can accept me for who I am and support me in my dreams, I welcome with open arms.
Forget the rest- I’ve listened to voices who told me what I can’t do all my life.
This is my time..
To shine, to breathe free and to start loving myself..
And oh yes, darling, it’s my time to fly...
And never look back
.|ravenwolf

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